The Bodhisattva of Miramar Street

Everything in LA is fungible. Not even the hillside is still there.

In search of Lost Angeles, January 12, 2026

In late April of 1966 I hitchhiked from a friend’s place on the edge of the UC Santa Barbara campus down U.S. Highway 101 to the Southern California Regional Office of SDS, which Mike Davis had recently opened in Los Angeles on Miramar Street, just across the Harbor Freeway from Bunker Hill. I’d heard he was welcoming volunteers, and since I couldn’t think of anything better to do, I decided to answer the call. It certainly beat the past couple of weeks I’d spent lemon-picking in the Goleta Valley. (55 cents a lug, and would you ever have guessed that lemon trees have these inch-long thorns?) God, I was awful at it. The real farm workers working beside me were kinder to me than I deserved, but what was I thinking? Still, the ten to fifteen bucks a day I managed to earn was money I wouldn’t have had otherwise, and it was only a temporary gig—for me, if not for my fellow pickers—something I knew even then that you’re obliged to keep in mind if you plan to be any kind of leftist.

1332 Miramar St. The street lights were already on when I finally arrived there after nearly an entire day spent standing with my thumb out in the brutally strange concrete landscapes of the LA freeway system. What I saw wasn’t at all what I’d expected. More apparition than office building, it was one of some half-dozen decaying Edwardian mansions set on the north-facing slope of a hillside a block off Third Street, one of LA’s major crosstown arteries. What distinguished it from its neighbors was the gigantic ball of ivy which had completely engulfed it.

Whatever the intention had been when it was first planted, this ivy had long since ceased being merely decorative. It had become muscular, druidic, inexorable. Over the years it had insinuated itself between window frames and walls, driven up under the eaves, and now, almost certainly more than a half-century later, appeared fully committed to the Ozymandian task of dismantling what the nouveaux riches who’d originally commissioned their grand bourgeois palazzo had undoubtedly believed was being built to last.

Like the outside, the inside of the house was both ostentatious and derelict. Dark mahogany wainscotting covered the bottom third of the walls, above it the original silk damask covering still clung to the walls, water stains in places changing its rich burgundy color to a lifeless brown. Higher up there was a line of picture rails no one had hung pictures on for decades. Previous tenants had left patches of damage to the walls in the parlor large enough to reveal an ancient lath and plaster structure no modern builder could affford to replicate.

The electrical wiring was probably not original, but both the outlets and light fixtures were definitely older than anything I’d ever encountered before. They were probably added in the Twenties or Thirties, but however old they actually were, they were more or less functional, and that was all we cared about. Somehow we got used to replacing the fuses when they blew, which was a regular occurence, and made do with lighting that left us in an eerie twilight even when everything was turned on.

The most elegantly decadent room in the entire place was the master bath, and the most elegantly decadent thing in it was the tub—a huge, claw-footed monstrosity of porcelain-coated cast iron, its chipped spots confirming that the coating was a full eighth of an inch thick. The spout was a sensuously curved, nickel-plated, solid brass chunk of the nineteenth century hydraulic engineer’s art, the handles on either side resembling steam-punk control valves with their matching button-like porcelain H and C inserts in the center. The free-standing sink on the other side of the room was equally substantial, differing only in having separate hot and cold faucets. To complete the atmosphere of genteel decay, a branch of the ivy outside the house, as thick as my wrist, had forced its way past the edge of the frosted glass window’s frame, spreading outward, fan-like, along the interior wall, until it ran out of light from the window and halted its advance just before reaching the ceiling.

Taken altogether, it was surpassingly strange, that house—strange enough to have been inhabited originally by a family of vampires. It was nothing like what was then being listed as the ideal Los Angeles commercial or residential property, but it worked nevertheless, and so did we. We handed our leaflets out to the part-time volunteers for distribution, phoned prospective donors, organized rallies and demonstrations, imagined the shiny new world to come. I taught myself how to print our regional newsletter on a newly donated mimeograph machine, and to prepare copies for mailing. Mike, when he wasn’t out organizing, was assigning tasks to the volunteers, fighting Pacific Telephone over the billing for our WATS line, making his reports to SDS national headquarters in Chicago and dispatching news of our collective adventures to New Left Notes, the national SDS publication. For a moment, for that one brief Los Angeles summer, it was glorious.

Once I’d settled into the routine, which often seemed more like chaos than routine, I discovered that I was almost always the first of our live-in crew to get up in the morning. Since there was usually nothing pressing to do until Mike made his appearance, I developed the habit of heading to the kitchen in the back of the house as soon as my feet hit the floor, knowing I would find a dented kettle and a few cups there, along with at least a partial loaf of Wonder Bread, and family-sized jars of Folgers instant coffee and peanut butter.

After I’d made myself a cup of coffee, I’d carry it back to the front of the house, through the massive front door, and down to the bottom of the two stage flight of concrete steps that led to the street below. There I’d park myself eight or ten steps above the sidewalk and begin admiring the scenery in Echo Park and Angelino Heights to the north. nodding a good morning to the incognito drag queen walking her poodle east along the street, which she did almost every morning, and basking in the hum of the Harbor Freeway to the west, which on weekdays would already be in the grip of the morning rush hour,

One morning about a month after I’d first joined the office, I arrived at my favorite spot to find an old man already standing at the foot of the stairs. He was thin, wiry, with a full head of graying hair, and a deeply weathered face. I guessed him to be somewhere between sixty and seventy years old. He introduced himself as our next door neighbor, and told me he’d come over because he was curious about who we all were, and what our deal was. As near I can remember after sixty years, the rest of our conversation that morning went something like this:

Motioning him to take a seat on the steps with me, I agreed we must look out of place, being as young as we definitely were, and the house looking more or less uninhabitable, which it definitely did. I explained that we weren’t squatters, or drug addicts, and told him who we were and what we were doing.

He thought about that for a minute, then said, “So you’re against the war?”

I nodded.

“Me too,” he said, surprising me. “I was a little too young for the first one, and a little too old for the second one, but I agreed we had to get into them. This one I don’t understand at all.”

I nodded again. “We don’t either, but we don’t think it makes any sense. We’re afraid we might even be on the wrong side.”

He said he didn’t know, but he thought that could be true, and asked me was I working. I said I wasn’t at the moment, but that I had some money saved up from a previous job. That was a gross exaggeration, if not an outright lie, but I really didn’t want the old guy thinking I was someone to worry about.

“Me neither,” he said. “I haven’t had steady work in years. I did odd jobs mostly, but now I’m getting old, they’re not so easy to find.”

“So what do you do, you know…?”

“To keep body and soul together?” He laughed.

“Well, I mean….”

“Listen kid,” he said, “I’ll tell you something I learned a long time ago. You don’t need to work for some boss man to make a living. There’s ways, there’s always ways. Like for example what I’m doing now. You ever hear of pay phone plugging?”

“No,” I said, what’s that?”

“Okay,” he said, holding up a match book, You see this?”

I nodded.

“Well all you need is this, a plain old shoelace, and….” He reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a piece of thin, springy steel about eight inches long. It looked a bit like a flattened knitting needle. “Know what this is?”

I shook my head.

“It’s a bristle from a street-sweeper brush. They’re always breaking off, okay? Walk along the sidewalk for a couple of blocks anywhere in LA, and you’ll find one of these lying in the gutter.”

“Okay,” I said, “but….”

“So here’s how this works. You with me so far?”

I nodded again. (I was doing a lot of nodding, and my coffee was getting cold. Surely there had to be a punchline at the end of all this.)

“Well, you know how when you make a call at a pay phone, and there’s no answer, or the number is out of service? Maybe it costs more than a dime—maybe it’s long distance, maybe you didn’t have the right change, so you put in too many coins? When the call’s over, the operator dumps your change into the return slot, that pull-down thing at the bottom, and you scoop it out and you’re on your way?”

“Okay.”

“But sometimes, the refund doesn’t drop—happens all the time actually. So when it doesn’t, you flip the flipper and yank the phone hook down a couple of times, cuss Ma Bell out maybe, then you slam the door open and you go on your way. What’s a quarter, fifty cents, right?

“That’s the key, nobody’s gonna bother to report a coupla lost coins. So what a plugger does, what I do, is this: I tear off the cover of a matchbook, roll it up tight. Turns out, it’s exactly the right width to be wedged into a pay phone’s coin drop. Then I take this shoelace, wrap it around the rolled-up cover, take my finger and wedge the cover as high up into the coin return as I can, and carefully tug the shoelace free. That unrolls the matchbook cover a little, just enough to block the coin return.

“Then all I gotta do is go back to the plugged booth every so often, take the street sweeper bristle and push the unrolled matchbook cover aside just enough to drop all the blocked coins into my hat. Then I push it back into place. I gotta make sure I get back often enough to empty it before there’s enough for the weight of the coins to push the matchbook free and make somebody else’s day, If I do everything just right, the matchbook stays where it is, keeps working for me, and I head off to the next booth. Right now I got seventeen working for me downtown, twelve in Hollywood, and six in Santa Monica. Don’t even need a car—city busses work fine. Keeps me busy, but it’s a living. A pretty good one too, if I can avoid the ones the cops are watching.”

“They know about this scam?’

“Oh yeah—cops’re never as stupid as we like to think. If you stick with any one phone for too long, eventually there’s complaints, and it gets flagged, but the cops and company watchers can’t be everywhere. I always check out a booth for a coupla days before I plug it, and I never let one stay plugged for more than a coupla weeks. Haven’t arrested me yet, and I been doing this a long time. You ever get caught short in a city, this ain’t a bad way to get well—if nothing else, it’ll get you enough to pay for a bus ticket outta town.”

All I could think of to say after this masterful presentation was “Wow!”

The old man got up then, dusted off the seat of his trousers, and left me with these parting words: “I gotta go, son. Duty calls. Just remember if you wanna try this yourself, doing it right takes skill, and skill takes practice. Nice talking to you….”

Eugene V, Debs once said “”Years ago, I recognized my kinship with all living things, and I made up my mind that I was not one bit better than the meanest on earth… While there is a lower class, I am in it, while there is a criminal element, I am of it, and while there is a soul in prison, I am not free…”

More succinctly, there’s this from Peter O’Toole: “I’m not working-class: I come from the criminal classes.”

I admire both these quotes, and I’ve tried to live up to their spirit as best I can, but my first lesson in what they mean came from a generous old man in Los Angeles whose name I never learned. That’s one of the many reasons I’ll always love LA, why I still honor that old man in memory, and why I celebrate him today, almost sixty years later, as the bodhisattva of Miramar Street.

Unbidden Bits—October 11, 2025

Life among our insistent MAGA fascists is made almost palatable by the caprices of human immanence. Gibson, Sterling, Stephenson, Doctorow—their antennae have long been busy registering what’s coming, even if ours have not, at least not yet. Here’s a revelation from Sterling’s Holy Fire that has lately added to the strain on my already overworked engines of impermeability:

Maya blinked. “Men and women just think differently, that’s all.” “Oh, that’s so stupid! ‘Anatomy is destiny.’ That’s all gone now, you understand? Anatomy is industry now!”

Okay, Zuckermuskians, top that if you can. We see you. Do you see us?

A Humanist Doxology

Whatever their other talents, the best of us have always had one thing in common: a fierce, unyielding clarity about what it means to be a human being. Here, in this short clip of James Baldwin speaking informally, is the most succinct expression of that clarity I’ve ever encountered. There’s no cant here, no unspoken agenda, no recrimination. This is as naked, as vulnerable, and yet as implacable an expression of our true responsibilities to one another as it’s possible for a single voice to utter. James Baldwin honors us all, while reminding us all what little comfort we can demand for doing the right thing. There’s far more on display here than a single talented person’s eloquence. We’d do well to heed it.

Steve Jobs’s Last Stand

An earlier version of this post appeared as a comment on Cory Doctorow’s Medium article “AI software assistants make the hardest kinds of bugs to spot.”

Will someone please, please tell Tim Cook and Craig Federighi to stand firm on the barricades? Their ambivalence toward the current trends in AI reflects what’s always distinguished Apple from other companies in the tech industry. Apple under Steve Jobs built beautiful tools for independent thinkers and artists, and Steve became notorious for being diligent, even implacable, in his defense of individual creators. Maybe that was because he was Stewart Brand with electricity—and a blackjack in his hip pocket for dissenters—but it was precisely his “bicycles for the mind” attitude that offered salvation to many of us who couldn’t face spending our lives as corporate drones.

Microsoft under Bill Gates, on the other hand, seemed to exist for the sole purpose of supplying the operators of Moloch inc. with productivity tools, tools that were explicitly designed to accommodate their corporate customers’ desire to surveil and control their hapless workers.

I suppose you could say, at least early on, that of the two, Jobs and Gates, Gates was the more pragmatic. Would anyone say that today of Elon Musk and Sam Altman, his direct descendants in the evolution of thinking about technology? More to the point, with social media and the tech press now awash with reports of a newly-beleaguered Apple, will Tim Cook et al. feel compelled to incorporate LLM slop into Apple’s software on a hitherto unprecedented scale, or will they stick to their muzzleloaders and form an impenetrable cordon sanitaire around their real customers, those stubborn individuals who still believe in the human use of human beings?

Stay tuned….

In Defense Of Indifference

We’re a quarter of a century into our new millennium. The Germans are eating less sausage, the French are drinking less wine, the Russians are trying to reverse-engineer 1991, and in the United States, our self regard has been abruptly terminated by an opera buffa Mussolini with a mouth like a guppy, and a face dipped in what looks like orange finger-paint. (Mussolini was an opera buffa character himself, of course, but the Italians invented opera, and they’ll always be better at it than anyone else.)

Despite what our newly-minted neofascist pundits are screaming at us these days, it isn’t time to re-think our principles, especially not at the behest of people who openly despise both thinking and principles. We already know what we need to know, namely that while we may not outlast them, our principles most definitely will. The rest is just noise.

The American Degeneracy

If there ever was any doubt, there’s none now. There’ll be no justice, no mercy, and no place to hide so long as Trump, Vance, Musk, and their coterie of bootlickers, wannabes, and volunteer thugs are running things. Act accordingly.

The Irrelevance of Precedent

What do I think about TikTok? What do I think about X? What do I think about all our 21st century digital anxieties—China’s nefarious designs on democracy, Musk’s knee-jerk racism, Zuckerberg’s peculiar concept of masculinity, Thiel’s equally peculiar attitude toward his own mortality, and by extension our own?

What I think is that once the box is opened, Pandora can no longer help us—or, in more contemporary terms, scale matters. What does that mean? It means, to resort to the original Latin, Homo sum, humani nihil a me alienum puto. Genuine freedom of speech reveals things to us about ourselves that we’d rather not know. Content moderation can’t help us with that. Neither can the clever pretense of algorithm patrolling, nor bans that, for obvious economic reasons, won’t ever actually be enforced except selectively. Not even some real version of the Butlerian Jihad can help us.

The singularity may never come to pass, but governmental interventions in the creations of the digital age, legislative, executive, or judicial, are, like the military career of Josef Švejk, tainted with all the accidental qualities an indifferent universe can conjure. The truth is, we can no longer afford our own immaturity. My advice is simple: don’t go with the tech bros if you want to live. They really have no idea what they’ve wrought.

Novus Ordo Seclorum

Along with many others, I’ve long thought and said as much here and elsewhere that Americans would have a difficult time adjusting to the end of post-war US hegemony and the rise of a multipolar world order. It now seems fair to say that the re-election of Donald Trump makes that hard-core recalcitrance a certainty. And when you start finding things like this on the Internet, it’s probably also fair to say that none of that pig-headedness will go down well with what our previous leaders have been pleased to call The International Community:

A map of the united states with the words " dumbfuckkistan " written in it.

Ars Gratia Artis Ain’t the Half of It

The sarabande from Bach’s cello suite no. 2 in D minor, BWV 1008, was my first glimpse into the one abyss that human beings can always look into with confidence that their eternal immaturity will be respected. Music is the abyss that looks back into us without any attempt to claim dominion over us, the abyss that offers us a rare chance to defeat entropy. Music isn’t always destined to soothe the savage beast in us—every once in a while it escapes the definitions we’ve reserved for it and confirms the fundamental savagery of our right to exist in a universe filled with marvels that otherwise might remain beyond us in every way.